Taken For Granted

Is there something as being too nice? Yes i truly believe that. You’re so nice to everyone they forgot the basic principles towards you in life… I mean everyone is a friend , (well that’s what you thought) and doesn’t even knows your name… If they do, they still forgot most of the important details pertaining to you. Being too nice yet they took you for granted, no one ask the basic questions anymore, everyone simple expects to just tell you what to do and you shouldn’t have a say in it. I guess when it comes to the time where you hate being a victim and tries to stand up, you heard how much of a big attitude you have and no one wants to be around you. Well where were you to be nice instead of using the person… It’s hard to know how much you care for people but just situations where you stand up for yourself, you are being judged by.Come on, that gotta hurts the most, especially when its coming from someone you thought knew you and cared for you. Well i will take it that i have an attitude problem but i won’t be used by no one and definitely not taken for granted.                                                                                                                                                                                                                           N.Wellington

Mix and Mingle

Imagine being stuck in one place and that place is the last place you wanted to be at that moment. you have the choice of leaving or staying but because of your loyalty and humbleness you just wanted to do what is asked of you??????????? I mean there is no enticement, just a long, drawn out day of mixing and mingling… you felt like you just landed from space in a group of people who spoke different language from the one you knew.. So left out, you try pretending to be like them but the truth is you were  just trying to get out of there… I know exactly how you feel, i had a similar day like that, everyone was so odd except for that photographer who spend the whole time stealing photos of me.. Off guard, on guard, asked for, not asked for yet i still manage to slay… Even when i heard the words “You are the most beautiful girl in the room” it still doesn’t change the fact that i am lost in the middle of an important day for my brother…yea that’s the only fun from such a long day. It might look as if you are rebellious and stuff, but you are just so not in that place, its like you’re drowning and there ain’t no river around. Well the best part of the day always when you gotta get back to a place where you are comfortable and most of all a happy place.. Just follow your heart…..

Appreciation of life

Surprised by the peace sleeping brings, in such a cold hearted world, it’s like everything around you is on pause. The thing is nothing ever stops, its just you appreciating the ability to rest, from a horrible day. I mean waking up feeling the breeze blowing through your hair, the sunshine creates such a picture, hearing the river, seeing the tree surrendering to the breeze, yea life is a pretty awesome gift. It depends on how you want to spend it, but try making the best of it, not everyone has the chance of a lifetime.

New around here

Oooh, I didn’t see you there… Hello I am just a new kid on the block, hopefully I can get over being new a bit quicker than usual… OK in case I haven’t told you, I am here because my upstairs is going wild, nuts because of over thinking things(Referring to my mind).. You see I have this thing, where day dreaming became a part of me, hardly a day that goes by and I wasn’t off to Wonderland. I must admit it was always a great visit, its like I could stay there forever until something woke me up… It’s always the sound of a relative, just gotta disturb the peace… The real world is great and I should be focussed on it but sometimes a girl gotta find peace wherever it is. Being here as most bloggers, we just searching for a way to release some info from the bigger man upstairs..  We gotta protect it, it’s keeping us from losing control at times. I tried to be as normal, but I guess having a Land full of fantasy in your head isn’t a normal thing. It just can’t be helped, I just always have this perfect picture of things my way and I gotta get some credit for that.. I am just 20 trap between an old soul and a young one, and hearing the words, be responsible, show some independency and get back to the real world, I am being deprived of my childhood… Come on!!!!!leave the adult stuff for later.. I deserves a chance for my Wonderland… I am not gonna pretend I don’t want to have fun, it’s hard not to in such a world.. So until I am older, I am gonna still think i have a chance at living my dreams.. Thank you!!!!

N. Wellington

 

 

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